It’s almost been two years since Josh died. I’m not going to be in Sydney for the memorial thingy, but this is something that I wrote to be read out in my absence:
I didn’t know Josh as well as many of you here today, but he definitely left an impression on my life. When Josh was an anarchist, he was really hardcore about it. He half-convinced me that anarchism was a good thing, and that has always stayed with me. But we ended up kind of swapping — he surprised me by subsequently becoming a socialist, and he was hardcore about that, too. Finally, a little more than two years ago, he told me that he supported Michael Moore’s position that Oprah should run for the Presidency of the United States. It was the last thing he ever said to me, and he made me laugh nervously while I actually started thinking about the possibilities of ‘Oprah: Commander In Chief’.
All of this illustrates what everyone already knows: that the best thing about Josh was that whatever he was doing or believed in, he was 100% enthusiastic and energetic about it, and that this spirit brought new, unforseen qualities to those things. I once gave him a book for his birthday, and he later told me that it was “FUCKING AWESOME!”. In my reality, the book was just pretty good, but his infectious enthusiasm was what made it FUCKING AWESOME. Josh could create entire universes with the intensity of his character, with his desire for a better world. Personally, I’d like to visit the universe where there’s a headstone carved with the words ‘JOSH HEUCHAN: HE WAS FUCKING AWESOME’.
Actually, I never really agreed with him.




